pre-wed syndrome?

dont know whether it's a normal feeling or not. but rite now, i'm really sceptical about my decision. about the wedding. about the man of my life. kalo tanak kawen boleh tak?

our engagement

about 2 more weeks. n still counting.

sometimes, i still cant believe how fast this relationship progress. we barely had our 1st anniversary and now counting to our engagement. alhamdulillah.

may Allah bless our relationship and it will be last until jannah. amin. =)

is deeply in love. And yes, will always be. insyaAllah. =)

ya Allah. betul ke pilihan yg aku buat ni...

how to be romantic

here's a list of things wish their boyfriends would do. okay guys, here's ur chance to b the most romantic bf ever!

1. send flower to her place/office (for no reason at all!) flowers anywhere r good!

2. just a card is fine! women love cards. make one urself

3. give her little gifts or surprises. little things mean the most

4. make eye contact with her as much as possible

5. tell her she is beautiful, not hot. most girls would rather be called beautiful

6. plan a perfect 'date'. something other than the cliche dinner and movie

7. tell her u love her (but only if u really do). write her love notes too

8. be sensetive to her needs

9. make her feel special around her friends and other people

10. make her birthday special

11. plan something big for Valentine's day

12. make her feel like she is the most important thing in the world to u

13. always listen to her as much as u can, even though it is about girl stuff

14. always pay attention to her. a little ignorance will make her feel upset or even hurt her

tips: remember little things she says in conversations with u and bring them up later. she'll be flattered that u would remember.

never ignore her, for she will leave u before u can say 'but wait. dont go!'

*this is just a little help for tt someone.

monolog

i know i've make myself sound demanding. tak bersyukur. mengada2. byk songeh.

but is it wrong? to ask just for a little.. appeciation, and recognition?

if u really think 'this thing' is true, why want to keep it as a BIG DIRTY SECRET?

dear liver

dear liver.

if u want things to work this time, please be stiff. and hard. and dont cry.

u may try to coat urself with ferum. or immersed urself in diamond. or just let it be cirrhosis.

*cirrhosis liver is hard, isn't it?*