what a terrible day

i have a terrible day yesterday. hari yg sangat2 menguji keimanan.

it was started with half of a day at KMAM (pusat rawatan air, Semambu). i had a bad tudung senget benget all the way, which i already noticed my tudung pattern usually indicates my mood. (u wear serabai when u mess up, u look good when u r happy. isn't it?). plus, i only listened to the half of the lecture, and the other half i spent with a gud morning sleep.

after that, i hurried to KOM with the intention to email my banner design to the company at KL> it shud be sent by today. by hook or by crook. coz if not, it wud delay everything. and it shud reach them, and they have to reply, and then i need to bank in the money to them. all these process shud be done before 4 o'clock in order for me to get the banner send back her by tomorrow. i guess, i tried to attach the file more than 1000 times. dari musolla ke library, dari kom library bukak balik lattop, n last2 use both terus utk attach. sume tak berjaya. dah compress pon sama jer. padahal lagi setengah jam nak kol 4. rasa nak nangis sgt time tuh. punya la lama nak tunggu sampai mmg tido je kat meja library, pastuh bgn balik tgk file still takleh attach... tatau nak ckp apa. sgt stress.

last2 give up. gi ana cafe, nak amik makanan order. tgk2 tadek. pastuh baru kak ana tuh cakap order tuh cancel sbb ikan tadek. time tuh dah pukul 6. aku pun tatau aku buat muka apa ntah time tuh. but sure2 muka kesian, pasrah, whatever punya type. mmg pk, lantakla. xyah makan je la. nasib kak ana kesian, dia cakap nak tak nasi goreng cina. msk on the spot. layan je la walau tak bape suka pon.

sbb geram nak nangis sgt smbil menunggu file yg tak attach2 tu, tulis la status kat fb "rasa nak nangis. sob". but of all the people yg asked and responded, dia tak tanya pon. =( after meeting, dia msg pon tanya dah makan ke belom, nak mintak tolong ganti gi meeting health camp malam esok. ermmm.... ntahla. apa2 je la. dah tak larat dah nak makan ati. dahla tgh start cuti2 mesia nih, baik abaikan jer. mungkin dia tak perasan kot kat fb tuh... (ye la sgt kan...) *mak izzah pesan, kalau nak duduk, jgn tinggi sgt. nanti kalau jatuh sakit.

at the end of the day, about 12 midnite, someone yg sgt kurg asam telah mengeluarkan my baju from mesin basuh sebelum dirinse. n when i came, half of my clothes siap jatuh2 atas lantai lagi. pasrah dah. angkat satu2 bilas balik satu2. perah balik semua satu2.

ujiannya.

n lastly, bengkak jugak mata aku menangis.

p/s: wondering whyla my air mata become soo murah lately...

opening remark!

finally, now i move to the new deco-blogging!

i'm not really sure wut's the reason i suddenly became overexcited to restart 'this thing' from the beginning again. maybe because my last blog has been exposed TOO much, that not only my sisters started to comment here and there, but also 'dia' reads my last 2 blogs that i specifically wrote about him. (awak jahat!)

aaaaa... malunye..... =$

my friend asked me, then what's the reason u r blogging if it's not to be read by others? hurm.. it is easy. not all the things u do is to satisfied others. aku blajar gitar bukan utk perform or hiburkan org lain, tp utk kepuasan diri sendri. so the same principal is applied here. i think so la.. huhu. (so please, jgn mtk 'yuna celop' nih buat persembahan kat health camp johor nanti. pliz, tengkiu.)

btw, life been very hectic lately.dengan risec itu ini, attachment sana sini. juga banyak masalah. juga amat kopak. juga sangat penat. juga rindu shadid. >,<

ayoyoyo~