dear liver

dear liver.

if u want things to work this time, please be stiff. and hard. and dont cry.

u may try to coat urself with ferum. or immersed urself in diamond. or just let it be cirrhosis.

*cirrhosis liver is hard, isn't it?*

just like a star

just like a start across my sky

just like an angel off the page

you have appeared to my life

feel like i'll never be the same

just like a song in my heart

just like oil on my hands

oh, i do love u

still i wonder why it is

i don't argue like this

with anyone but u

we do it all the time

blowing out my mind

u've a this look i cant describe

u make me feel like i'm alive

when everything else is fade

without a doubt u'r on my side

heaven has been away too long

can't find the words to write this song

oh, your love

still i wonder why it is

i don't argue like this

with anyone but u

we do it all the time

blowing out my mind

i have come to understand

the way it is, it's not secret anymore

cause we've been through that before

from tonight i know that you're the only one

i've been confused and in the dark, now i understand

i wonder why it is

i don't argue like this

with anyone but u

i wonder why it is

i won't let my guard down

for anyone but u

we do it all the time

blowing out my mind

just like a star across my sky

just like an angel off the page

u have appeared to my life

feel like i'll never be the same

just like a song in my heart

just like oil on my hands

*this song is from Corinne Bailey Rae.

this song sound sweet. n the lyric is quite meaningful to me.

i guess.

please Allah...

previously, i always pray to HIM in my every prayer.

i want a good man, who loves me and i love him. who understand me and may accept me as i am. who is 'sekufu' with me. the man who YOU bless to be with me.

HE granted my wishes. i met a man who is exactly like what i prayed.

and since then, my prayer has changed.

Please Allah. If he is the one that YOU choose for me and the one that YOU blessed to be with me, please make things run smoothly and make the marriage easier for us. if that is what YOU think best for us. But if he is not the one, please show me YOUR guidance, and make me redha with it. cause i only want a relationship that YOU bless.

i dun know. our relationship is nice, and sweet. but it also come along with thorns. i am truely happy. but at the same time, i also feel sad. and i cry, a lot.

Please Allah. i really need u.